I was watching Hannah Montana - The movie, the other day (not that I am a fan, I just like the movie) and I realized how difficult it could be to live a double life. But don't we all live a double life. Being a girl, I sure do. I keep wondering if there is one person on this planet with whom I could be ME; provided, I know the real me. Over the years I have lost all that defined me once and the life has written a new definition of/for me. I, like most of the others, go by it. I follow the rules made for me. I follow the mind instead of the heart (Is that wrong?). More often than less, I suppress my thoughts, feelings and emotions to be in the line and not break the rules. And every time I do that, it pulls me away from what I actually am. Once in a while, I look out the window, look for myself, and all I could see is the shadow of the past. As the time goes by, darkness swallows even the shadow and I am lost again.
One day, I wish, and I hope to find myself. One day, I want to live free, I want to re-define myself. One Day.
Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream.
Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly, fly away.
